Lost

Together for so long
I got used to you.
We talked about everything
now what do I do?

When we broke up
I wanted no one else.
I saw you with guys
and I would get jealous.

I didn't have the courage
to move on with life.
All I could think about
is you being my wife.

We tried to be friends
that could never work.
My mind got twisted
I turned into a jerk.

You said you still wanted me
but that was just another lie.
When I found out the truth
you just started to cry.

I cant even remember
the last time we talked.
But your on my mind
no matter where you are.

I'm still in love with you
and still have that thought.
That theres still a chance
we'll be together again.

I know it wont happen
but we cant control thoughts.
I just hope u find happiness
and have a great life.