Lost

Tears wanting to drop
Holding my breath oh so tight hoping too much for one night
Looking at the sky the wind blows my hair to move on
When will I actually give up on you my dear
You gave up on me a year ago I think its my turn
Wanting to see you
When you said that you loved me where you lying to my heart or did you mean it with all your heart
Knowing you I'm thinking with one tear on my eye that you didn't mean it
Holding my pillow tight and wishing to sleep being loved
Remembering all those memories we had each other
To think about it you never gave our love a chance
Even though you called it a relationship was it?
Or was it a game all these months
Broke my heart to hear about this b$$$ it showed that you loved her more than me
You knew that you didn\'t want to kill another heart
My lovely question is
Will you get my hand again and walk with me over the bridge and see each other in the eye
Hoping for no tears to drop.