Just some questions

Sometimes i think and ask myself why
Why some people live and some people die

so many questions are running through my head
they are better off being written than being said

Does everyone have a reason, like one to die?
How comes some people hold it in and they never cry?

The easiest habits are the hardest ones to break
The most beautiful path is the wrong one to take

Do people fail because they try too hard?
Or don't they try, not even at all?

Can broken homes be put back together?
Is there even a love that can last forever?

Can the question "what's wrong" be really answered?
How comes love makes your heart beat faster?

When you fall behind, can you get back to the front?
does anyone truly get everything that they think they could want?

When you're lost inside, are you found on the out?
When you're upset, do you truly know what it's about?

when you're addicted, is it just in your mind?
or a bad habit you DON'T want to leave behind

When you say "it'll be OK", come on...will it?
Do you think words can change things even a little bit?

Is tomorrow REALLY a different day?
Generally it is, but your left speechless STILL with nothing to say

And it's strange...so many people have questions like i do
Ones that are weird and ones with no possible answers to

And then i ask, do i want to leave this world?
I have a life to live, I'm only a 15 year old girl

I have plans, i know what i want to do
I want to stay with friends and be a math teacher too

Maybe I'm not ready to leave
But then again, who should i believe?

Seems like people lie to me and i run away
Sooner or later I'll face the fact...then or today

It's just one of them days you know
When you want to stay but you want to go

It kills me, i hate these thoughts i get
My mind is something i have never bet

So will my life continue on?
Or will you miss me when I'm gone...