Out of My Vision

Why should I be heart broken?
Why should I take the blame?
Sitting here, thinking of you
reminds me of guilt, hurt,& shame..

Miss Independent
is who I am inside
You pushed it back into me
Now it's so hard to find

I'm tired of writing poems,
poems about loneliness
why can't there ever be
inside of me happiness?!..

I see them,
couples so happy, so in love
then I see me,
praying every night for help from above..

When you luv someone like i love u
Breaking up is too much to lose
Decisions are far too complicated
It's way too hard for me to choose..

I guess knowing the truth,
For this my best decision,
will never show itself,
it's forever out of my vision...