Someone Else There

I'm so confused
I don't know what to do.
There's no way in the world,
I could ever tell you...

Every day is a disaster
no I'm not saying bye
I'm trying to so hard not,
but I have no choice but cry

You'll never totally know
the way I feel inside
Everytime I see you now
I can't help but want to hide...

Guilt is tearing me up,
saying "It'll never be the same"
I get so out of shape
every time you call my name...

I don't know how to say this,
I don't know that to say
But I can't keep living life
this way from day to day

Baby, I wish I could tell you
that there's someone else there
That I want him so much
Telling you I couldn't bare...

I couldn't imagine
the look in your face
I couldn't get my heart
to be a normal, steady pace.

I can't help but say
My tears steadily fall
My heart is broke and lost
in a long, dark hall...