Perfectly Broken

I see cracks in perfection.
I guess that nothings perfect.
They say, "Seize the day with love."
But every time I do, I die a little more inside.
They say, "Love is the greatest gift of all."
But my experience is that it takes more than it lends.
They say,"Forever and always."
But there always comes a time when forever runs out.
I'm losing track of the tears I've cried.
Flashback, flash forward...
I never thought that I was alone until I saw you with her.
Though physically you never hurt me,
The emotional sum I've wasted on you...
I would have never let happen if only I knew.
I lost everything.
You've won my pain.
I'm left alone now, perfectly broken.