You told me

You told me I am not that weak or that strong,
You said I would get better some day soon,
You told me not to worry cause nothings wrong,
You told me I might live before I die.

Now that you are gone now that you faded away,
I will remember everything you told me everything you said,
I will use your fabulous words to find my way,
But how come I keep wondering if your words were true?

I bash my head into the wall,
Oh god you lied to me didn't you?
I am waiting for your answer I am waiting for you call,
Days pass me by but no answer from my guide.

You told me about beautiful places,
You spoke to me in riddles and in rhymes,
About the beauty of unforgettable faces,
It all died since you passed away.

I guess I have to make it on my own,
I guess I have to find out myself,
How to survive without you no longer on the phone,
I willl miss you every day my friend.