When I needed her to listen
she wasn't even there
she ditched me once again
when I thought she had cared.
I decided to let it go
and to not let my feelings about it show
but it kept building up inside of me
and I wanted my pain for her to see.
She thinks I don't care she treats me this way
but I do because she did it again today
this time it hurt twice as much more
and my heart literally dropped to the floor.
Sometimes I wonder if she does it on purpose
because it seems to be getting worse
she stabs me every time deeper
and the cutting seems to be at the worst.
Alls I wanted from her
was for her to ask me what was wrong
but she didn't even speak a word
and I feel like our friendship is gone.
Sometimes she ignores me
and acts like I'm not even there
why does she act like I'm not important
does she even care?
It hurts so much
when she leaves me on my own
it hurts because she leaves me
and I end up all alone.
She leaves when I needed her to be there
she leaves when I needed her to show me she cared
I wonder if she knows what she is doing to my heart
because when she leaves me, she slowly tares me apart.
My world seems to be crashing down
and yet she's to busy to see me frown
she used to be my very best friend
but now I wonder if I should let it end.
She meant the world to me
but now I don't think I can let that be
she is putting me through so much pain
that it's now made me go insane!
