I envy you with all the love you recieves
Why am I the one to be hated and always to grieve
Why for once can you show me all that he gets
Always stating I am all your regrets
I try so much to be just like he is
Only I'm a spur of the moment type and he is a work whiz
I wish so much that you will cease to compare
Don't you know how much I take and bear
Can't once you see the good in me
Open your eyes it isn't too far to see
Stop hunting and adding to my life toture
I too want to see good in my future.