If i just don't care...
then why would i wish to be there
then why would i think this isn't fair!
If i didn't love you...
then why would i miss you so much
then why wouldn't i think this feeling is nothing more but a simply crush
If I didn't need you...
then why can't i smile when your not around
then why when you go away my heart breaks onto the ground
If i didn't miss you...
then why would you smile bring light to my eyes
then why would i stay up late those nights and cry
If i wasn't happy...
then why would i stay
then why wouldn't i go my different way?
If i didn't mean forever...
then why wont i let go
then why this feeling of love i try to always show
If i didn't tell you...
that your the reason why I'm here
that your the reason why love i don't fear
If i didn't want you...
then that would be a lie
then all i would do is cry
If i didn't miss your smile...
then why would it make me shine
then why would i want to spend with you all my time
If i didn't feel this feeling...
then would i know what love really is
then would i ever miss your sweet kiss
If i didn't have you...
I'd be crushed inside
I'd rather die
I need you and that wont ever change
because i know in my heart that this isn't a game
and in my heart i need you more then you know
and all i can say is I'm sorry if that i don't always show...
...Andrew i love you forever! and i mean that nothing will ever change that baby and i promise you that. I'd die without you because you're the reason for my happiness.. I love you forever ... April 23,2005 forever