The letter

Here I'm sitting
With paper and pen,
Not sure where to start,
Or where it will end.

Having so much to say,
Putting thoughts into words.
Emotions getting in the way,
My heart soaring like a bird.

Thoughts scrambled here and there,
Not making sense in my head.
Eyes swelling up with tears,
Do I dare write from my heart,
Or pretend nothings there?