Here at home
Waiting all alone
Depression sets in
The day turns grim
If only he could see
What I want us to be
Together, in love
Thats all I dream of
He sees me as a friend
A friend till the end
But I want so much more
My heart is now torn
Reaching for the knife
I decide to take my life
What life is this
If I can't be his?
I yearn for his touch
I love him so much
I need his voice
To help me make the right choice
He's no longer with me
So this is how it shall be
As I plunge the knife in
The room starts to spin
I see the blood pouring out
My head starts to fill with doubt
Now it's too late
This is my fate
To die alone and cold
Never to grow old
I could no longer fight
I see no light
Just a blood covered knife
That has ended my life.
