Never knowing what to do, living life with eyes of haze, far beyond your deepest low, lost in a million ways.
Your heart cries our, bleeding painful tears of agony and regret, your mind plays back the last few years, refusing to let you forget.
Darkness seems to swallow you and every emotion you have inside , it takes away your sanctuary, your love, leaving no place to hide.
Your demons from the past and present eagerly wait to draw you near, they've been patient and the time has come, now that your finally here.
At first, you want to turn around and run the other way, but then the darkness starts to comfort you and now you want to stay.
Your heartbeat slows with every minute, every second past and it didn't hurt like you thought it would, death came very fast.
When mom walks in and finds you there, in a pool of blood ~ deep red, she collapses, crying, only to find a note that said:
"I'm sorry I couldn't take it, my will was not that strong but I was never wanted here and I know I don't belong. Momma, please don't cry for me, its better off this way, now I don't feel the pain anyway that never wished to stray. Please know that I love you with every inch of my heart and though only my body remains, we will never be apart. I love you and I'm sorry mom, I can't explain just how, but trust me when I tell you, It'll all be better now."
