Numb

What comes next?
When you don't the difference between the real and complex.

My mind, so alive, dynamic, incessant, Completely awake.
Yet i feel so numb, asleep, and forgetting to take breathes i need to take

Cant envision my state of being.
Confused at the fact that I'm not aware of what i am seeing.

Maybe for once, time has been denied like i always hope.
But, at the time when its most revoked.

I get what i want but never what i need
And this twist of reality proves it to me.

It's like when you awake from a hangover and realize the novelty of it all
But i cant seem to wake up my senses of logic begin to fall

I have faith these eyelids will soon obtain to normal size.
My eyes will see right, the blurs shall all rise