The thing I thought would never happen,
happened to day,
he saw them he was reading them,
and he did not feel the same,
not in anyway,
how can he read them and not feel the same, not in anyway,
he says he's sorry for putting me in pain, but yet he's doing it again,
why am I letting him do this to me,
I said I would never let him do it again, yet I'm letting him do it now,
and I don't know why,
he makes me wanna cry,
cause he says he likes me and than he read them and he says he likes someone else,
how can he read them and not see my pain,
how can he read them and not feel the same,
how can you know someones hurting and not ask is everything OK,
how thats what i wanna know how,
i wish he would see it from my eyes what its like,
for when you tell someone how your feeling and they turn there backs,
for when you tell someone you love them, and they say they don't love you back,
why cant he see my pain,
why cant he feel the pain I'm in,
why?
why is it so hard for him to see it,
he tells me all this stuff and what he wants from me and what he wants us to be,
but yet he does not see what this does to me,
it makes me happy and sad at the same time cause i know it will never be,
he saw them he was reading them,
and he did not feel the same, he did not feel my pain
not in anyway...
