The Devil's Girl

I feel this feeling deep within
I try to live life without any sin

I look at everything that suddenly went wrong
and I try to rebuild my strength, I try to be strong

But these thoughts are buried deep inside
horrible thoughts such as drugs and suicide

they won't go away, I know its not right
but it'll take me from the dark and into the light

maybe just for now, is what I say
drugs will make everything be OK

I'll be in my own world, away from life
where happiness is formed and demolished strife

or maybe some alcohol to drink it away
I'll be happy as long as I drink it every day

and then I realize what I've become
the devil inside has finally won

I'm a low life now a disastrous child
but all of this pain inside is driving me wild

what is there to do at a time like this?
maybe I just need some affection, a gentle kiss

who would've thought that my life would unfurl?
I have finally became the devil's girl

" I know this isn't very good but I just needed to get it out!! If you hate it that bad you don't have to vote or comment!"