I wish I were pretty...

I don't think I'm good enough,
Its not because of all this stuff,
So my sisters moved away,
I will see them another day,
I wish my face would go away,
Its too ugly to look at today,
Everybody in this room is skinny,
And they all dress very minny,
I wish my body would fit into that,
But I am just too damn fat,
I tell myself today is the day,
I'll go on a diet,
And it won't cause a riot,
Sometimes I look in the mirror and start to cry,
And my friends and family ask me why?
I can not tell them,
They won't know why,
The thing I look at makes me cry,
I lock myself up in my room,
And pray to god that when I wake,
My whole wide world will stop this shake,
I tell myself,
If only I could lose some weight,
Its the only way, I wish it were fate,
Maybe then I'd get a date,
But untill the day I am pretty,
I will cry myself witty.