I look in the mirror and see a lost soul,
A cold lonely person who's lost their way.
But no one will know all the pain I feel,
For I hide behind a fake smile, and lie to the world.
I hate myself more than you'll ever know,
Every sound, every smile, every sight makes it worse.
All I want to do is end this curse,
That torments me and haunts my dreams,
But every try has failed
Please someone help me and break these chains,
I just want to be happy like I was when I was younger.
I was naive, and knew nothing of loss.
Now I have seen far more than you know,
Please just let me end it all.
