Don't deserve to live

I think i should take my life
i just don't deserve to live
I've made so many mistakes in my life
that no one will forgive
i feel my friends leaving me
and i just don't know why
i think they really hate me
and just want me to die
so I'll make their wish come true
i just need to pick a date
everyone will be so happy
i know this is my fate
I'm just so lost and confused
i really don't deserve this life
I've screwed it up to far to fix
so I'll end it with a knife.