The biggest decision

All my friends have easy decisions
but mine are always hard
you can see when i couldn't make up my mind
on my wrists that are scarred
and now i have the biggest decision
bigger than any of my friends will have to face
should i continue this f u c k e d up life?
or choose to leave this place?
there is no more room to cut
all my anger is bottled up inside
i don't know what to do
cuz my wrists are getting harder to hide
and if i choose to end it
all my pain will go away
but I'll never get to know
what will happen if i stay?