Last Thoughts

Ive never been so close to someone,
Yet seem so far away.
I look into your eyes
And you've got no words to say

Though your eyes are silent,
I can't help but see,
The hatred you feel,
Is this goodbye to me?

Slashing my soul, cutting me deep
I thought it was true,
Your love,
What now I cant keep?

A rage so violent in words,
I don't want to believe its true,
Do u really hate me that much?
Is it over? Are we now through?

You've killed my mind ,
I leave slamming your door
Keeping pain between us.
Feels like battling in war.

As I walk down the road,
I feel weakness inside,
I want you to know,
How much I've truly tried.

Though you don't see it,
I have cried ever night,
Wishing our past was gone,
And hoping for a new light.

As im crossing the street,
I take one final glance,
I see you running my way,
Hoping you'll give me, one final chance.

You open your mouth,
but no words can come out,
I see you but a mere second,
Your trying to shout.

As fast as it had happened
It was just as quickly taken away
A drunk driver had hit her that night
Took her life, and now she's the one to pay.

Just before she left the world,
He whispered in her ear
"I love you, don't forget it"
down his stained face, rolled a silent tear.

But time was too quick
For she was already gone,
The true feelings behind his rage,
Will always be looked upon

As the last thing he said to her,
Before she was hit,
Were his true feelings
That he was too afraid to admit.

He didn't get to say goodbye,
They left each other with hate,
He really truly loved her,
Although not fair, her fate.

Tell someone, what you really feel
Don't keep it inside your heart
For tomorrow could be the ending
And youll forever be apart.

****
Please if your going to read my poems, please either vote or comment on them. it only takes a few seconds and i would really appreciate it! thanks.. ill do the same for you!