Thinking of thinking
Trying to remain
Feelings of angst
Run through my veins
Thoughts of rejection
Seep into my mind
Wanting the exception
But it's so hard to find
Pretending seems to be the way
To make it all feel right
Just try and make it through the day
I look forward to the night
Blocking out the distorted voices
I don't want to hear them anymore
Always with the constant noises
Rip away until they've exposed my core
My mind slips away to the land of never
Where it's safe and silent
Protected and sheltered forever
Where their words are not violent
They all disappear
And I'm left here alone
There won't be any tears
For I'm happy to become the unknown
