Make it last for a while

Make it last for a while
Keep it going with a smile
I know it's unfair
Cause no one ever really cares
Silently screaming
So sick of dreaming
Just run away
Everything in disarray
Always a hesitation
And so much frustration
Paralyzed with a constant fear
No longer wanting to be here
Everything's lost, I can not find
Trapped inside a lonely mind
Suffocating
Stupid
Nothing
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