My sacrifice

I am crying rite now,
I am pouring out tears,
My wrist hurts so much,
It is the only thing I feel,

I want you to love me,
I want you to care,
I want you to hold me,
I want you to be there,

But you don't see,
Me there,
You don't see,
Me care,

You don't see
My heart breaking,
You don't see,
Me fall,

Into the darkness,
That doesn't help me,
At all,

I tried to tell you,
That I cared,
That I my love,
Was too much to bare.

But I couldn't,
Express my love,
Tell you the truth,
Tell you I loved you,

So I did what any girl would do,
After being defeated,
By my true love for you,

I cried to myself
In shame,
I cried to myself
In pain,

When it was,
Too hard to handle,
Too hard to bare,
To hard to think of,
You not being there,

I grabbed my sharp blade,
And I made,
The pain goes away,

But another took its place,
Another pain,
That I made go away,

By plunging the blade,
Into my heart,
I watched the blood,
Fall to the floor,
Seeping into the carpet,
And stain red,
That be there for ever more,

So now I am free,
From the pain that ate me,
But the sacrifice of my freedom,
Was a high fee,
I gave up my life,
Just to be free,
From the pain,
That was in me.