Hopless Wish

My mind, is confused.
Wandering.
Seeking answers to these pointless questions,
Counting out loud my imperfections.
Suffering silently,
Crying violently,
Just want to see you.
I need to hear your voice.
This distance between us,
Was not my choice.
We were perfect.
And now we fade.
Leaving my questions,
To be answered,
another Day.
It hurts,
To feel your whole net worth is zero.
Invisible,
As air.
I reach out to touch you,
But you're never there.
I ache,
I break,
My smiles, I fake.
Wishing it was different, somehow.
Wishing you could be here, now.
Is that all that we are?
A hopeless wish,
Upon a star?