Today i sat there full of shame not allowing my brain to think
can you tell me why life stinks
i wrote three words today and the thing is I'm ashamed people tell me who i should be but all i want to be is me
my mates are telling me that Ive changed i have but then we cant all stay the same . i don't know what to do any more
so i go home to a separate life a life where i am not safe from the hate that shakes our house that is making me and everything around me fall apart i take this as a sign of change but i cant stop the pain i cry out loud all i want is for someone to come to me to tell me its not so bad but who am i kidding my life's a drag all i do is argue with people as people do around me but I'm too ashamed to tell you now how my life spins out of control so bad that a crimson river flows so what did you do today ?
