Surprisingly
I can see as far as the eye can see
the mental miles between you and I
are nothing compared to the tears I cry.
It hurts to stare into your eyes
knowing that the next thing you say will be another count to your lies
somehow you seem to understand whats on my mind
it don't make sense but you figure it out all the time.
Its like the tears that I cry
and the simple ways that you seem to lie
somehow you show me that you don't care
always does it make me feel like I'm unwanted there.
You shut me out without any sympathy
you never think about how much you mean to me
its like a door thats been slammed in my face
or a memory that feels like a waste.
It hurts more then needles stabbing into my skin
more then letting go and letting destiny win
why do you put me through these troubled times
somehow my feelings always end up in these crazy rhymes.
Always does it make me not know what to do
all I think about is what's best for you
I always thought we would always be the best of friends
now I feel like our friendship is just about to end.
Somehow I can't stand it anymore
but I just don't know what to do as if I was nailed to the floor
I stand there not knowing what to do
but somehow you make things always being about you.
Don't you know that MY world does not revolve around you
it spins in circles around ME because of the things you put me through
no more do I want to feel these things again
I'm so sick of hurting and living this lie in a sin.
