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Highschool starts, I see this guy,
I want to go talk to him, but I'm to shy.
His name is Nathan, he seems so nice,
For all I know he could be the pick of the dice.
A few months later I meet up with him again,
I went to a party with a few of my friends.
I had a couple drinks and started to feel great,
Next I knew I was kissing him, it had to be fate.
A few days later we started to date,
And I knew getting into this there would be debates.
For he was into drugs, but not really bad,
Sometimes I couldn't handle it, it made me so sad.
8 months later he did cocaine,
He tried lying about it, I was going insane.
It made me unhappy, it made me depressed,
I started slicing my wrist to help with my stress.
He promised he'd quit, but that was a lie,
By the end of the month I was begging to die.
10 months into the relationship, I thought we were fine,
And then he had a seizure, how's that for a sign.
They said he was epileptic and had to stop all drugs,
He never really answered them, he just sat there and shrugged.
How could he shrug when he new he could die,
I told him no more chances, next time it's goodbye.
It's been a year now, our relationships strong,
We finally had sex after waiting so long.
I truly love Nathan with all my heart,
We're always together, never apart.
A couple months later I smoked my first joint,
I felt so amazing, I was at the tip of my point.
I was always against it, but finally gave in,
I was enjoying every minute of this crazy illegal sin.
Today's my birthday, I'm finally sixteen,
Getting baked out of my mind, I'm such a feen.
I was all excited, I got to eat shrooms,
The next thing I knew, I was dancing with a broom.
I'm getting addicted to these illegal drugs,
Smoking joints and taking lines off of mugs.
What have I gotten into, I'm such a feen,
If I don't snort a line I'm going to turn mean.
Heavily into it, what do I do?
One line, two lines, maybe a few.
Each line I do the more energetic I become,
Oh know somethings wrong as my body becomes numb.
My mouth starts to foam, and my eyes roll to the back of my head,
I know I've overdosed and that I'll soon be dead.
All of this started at a party one night,
And now I'm dead as I lose my sight.
