If You Ever Find Me (written for the war)

As I sit alone behind these barracades
Letting my life pass me by
Fighting for my country
With not even a reason why?

Stuck in this world
Where I sure dont belong
Im fighting for my country?
And for some reason I think it's wrong

They've sent me across the world
And Im fighting for survival
There's no longer a purpose
Everybody is my rival

I sit behind these barracades
As bullits are sent across my face
I must stay low
Or those bullets will soon be my fate

The cold is soon coming in this december in hell
But I must do anything to survive
Fight with all my will

Each passing day
I've become more endangered
It's like a dead man walking
Walking full of anger

With all this anger built up
I shoot at whatever moves
Because If I dont shoot first
I might as well say goodbye
Because Ill lose

As fear wakes me up
Eventhough I never go to sleep
I'm forever awake
As each dead body falls next to me

I'm stuck in the middle
With little amo left
Pretty soon Ill have to run
Because all my fellow soldiers
Well their dead;

But if you get this anytime soon
Or maybe a day too late
Just be proud I died an american soldier
And we took over Hussein!!

~eddy~

(I tried writing it from a soldiers point of view and some of my beliefs mixed in hope you enjoy)