Maybe

& maybe i was a little dramatic because i wanted your attention & maybe i just wanted to know you cared & maybe now i realize how dumb it was & maybe now i would do things so totally different & maybe all our problems were my fault & maybe i should have let you get close to me and i should have told you stuff but maybe i was just so scared you would hurt me because maybe you have no idea how much you hurt me now & maybe i still have all these feelings for you and you have the total opposite & maybe just being around you and hearing the things you say about me hurts me more than you can imagine & maybe everytime i see you i have to pretend that everythings fine when in reality i am holding the tears from forming in my eyes & maybe when I hear those songs I think about you and I just wanna run up and kiss you but then I realize I cant do that & maybe im dying to talk to you when i call you and all you say is "i have to go" & maybe i dont want to be friends with you because i want so much more than that & maybe you will never think of me like that again cuz maybe you can get over me in a heartbeat and maybe i cant do that beacause maybe i thought you were the one & maybe i still do but theres nothing i can do about it....