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by bonbon794 Oct 13, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
(By Shu, Emma, Livz and Katie (Cadey) all from Swell bk) I sit, still as stones, shivering. Panic, cold as ice, scared. Fear, coarsing through me. Love, that has lost me forever. Inside this broken body lays a non-existent soul, Trembling under the pain, the fear. Hiding, always hiding. But I only cry on the inside. I'm done screaming, Now I'm just like a lifeless body. Running in circles, away from myself. Stumbling, and then I catch up with myself. I'm surrounded by all these voices, Urging me to stop, just be lifeless. In this lifeless body, and non-existent soul...