I cant remember

I cant remember
the last time i was happy
i cant remember
the last time i cared

the two who said they loved me
the ones who were supposed to be there
are the two who hurts me
the same trying to put me in the ground

you were supposed to protect me
keep me from all harm
instead you aimed to hurt me
cut deeply in my arm

when i try to tell you
nothing slips past my lips
afraid that you dont know
afraid that you might
i dont know the difference between
wrong or right