Holding Back

Theres something I've been holding back
The courage to tell you is what I lack
Too afraid for all to change
Not wanting us to rearrange

Please don't worry or get mad
I didn't do anything bad
It's a feeling that you need to know
Before either of us can go

I've felt this way for awhile
It all started with your smile
The feelings inside just kept growing
Without me even really knowing

The way we act around each other
Is different then a sister brother
Theres reasons that I think this way
It's your actions and the things you say

But I'm not sure if the time is right
If I should face my fears tonight
Despite the guts that I've tried to get
I still haven't told you yet