If only you could see how I feel inside

**I just wish you could see how I feel inside....I could tell you, but then again I couldnt cause it wouldnt come out right...For I cant even say how I feel, I can only feel it....It is so confusing, I can understand how I feel but when I try to say it, it seems like it is dumb and there is no real point in to the way I think I am feeling....But then when I just sit there by myself and I realize how I feel, it has all the meaning in the world...If only you could see how I feel inside.....