I'd wake up everyday, just that bit early
So I could look good just for you,
I'd get to school and search the corridors,
To see if you'd come to see me too.
We'd spend hours talking,
About anything that came into our heads,
And never will I forget the night we shared,
And the feeling of waking up in your bed.
I never felt so safe then when I was with you,
Just your arms around me tight,
I loved every cuddle, every kiss,
But I couldn't stand the fights.
We used to be inseparable,
The love between us was strong,
I looked at you and I thought you felt the same,
How could I have been so wrong.
I gave you my everything and my all,
Because that's what you were to me,
But you threw it away I don't know why,
I would have done anything for you don't you see?
With you I felt so beautiful,
I was happy and it's been a while,
With you I appreciated the good in life,
You were my reason to smile.
Nothing could make me hate you,
Even though now we're apart,
Because I gave you my everything
And forever you will have my heart.
With you I was no longer lost,
I would always dust myself off and try,
I'd look in the mirror and smile,
I would be laughing more than I would cry.
But now I've lost you,
I've also lost who I am,
I've tried so hard to explain how I feel,
I've done all I can.
5 months to get me,
5 months we were together,
Before you, my heart was a black hole,
Now I don't have a heart, which is better?
I walk up to you, heart on my sleeve,
Asking you just one more time,
Can I hold you and kiss you again,
Just let me call you mine.
Here I stand staring at the stranger in the mirror,
My hazel eyes, glassy with tears waiting to cry,
My smile is broken like my heart,
I'm stuck here, forever asking why.
