Whys it so hard for me to tell you how I feel,
For me to bear my whole soul to you, is such a big deal,
The anger,
The sadness,
My whole world filling up with black and madness,
Behind these words of pain,
Is me screaming out for help once again,
Slit my wrists and prey for good,
My whole soul being misunderstood,
Let me explain myself in a way you'll understand,
I'm not perfect,
I'm not pretty,
All I have is my self pity,
Mistaken for someone who's happy and content,
When in fact I'm full of regret,
I grew up being everything i hate,
Suicidal,
Try to save me,
Sorry but your too f&@$%#* late,
Look In my eyes,
Its not me,
In my body I'm nothing but of made up lies,
Catch me when I fall,
You missed and I crashed and burned,
Its okay,
Now I'm in a vase of ash,
Spread me across the ocean,
Let my soul drift free,
Because now you have to live,
Knowing you failed to help me
