Selfharm?

So I lay here with a single wound.
A wound that will never heal.
A single stab in the back
Tell me whats the deal?
So was it just selfharm
Or was the offender you?
Perhaps it was a bit of both
After all I put you through.
Although the stab was in my back
It was aimed right for my heart
So was it just selfharm
Or are you trying to tear my life apart?
But seriously its ok.
It'll just happen again and again.
Over and over and over.
Same thing same problems same pain.
I'll understand if you hate me.
But that feeling will never be returned.
I'll love you always and forever.
That one thing I have learned.