I'm So Stupid

by gracy   Oct 14, 2005


I'm So Stupid,
I Was A Fool,
Being Fooled By A Fool.

It's So Lame,
When He Told Me That He & His Ex Were back Together Again.
It Made My Life So Devastated.
Was Lost Control Over Nothing,
Was Thinking How Do I Live Without You!
Now I Realize, I'm Just A Stupid Devil
Who Believe In Things That Are Fake.

He Planned Those stupid Things
Only To Get Rid Of Me From His Life.
Pretended He Was So Much In Love With His Ex,
Kept Telling Me Stories That Didn't Flow Well.
Liar, Liar, Liar, Liar...
I was So Stupid To Believe on Those Stuff.

His Words Were So Deep,
I Thought I Was So True From His Heart, I was Wrong.
His Actions Were Kinda Sweet,
Now I understood, It was all Just To Make Me Look Stupid!
But Is It Me Who Looks Stupid To Others,
Or Is It Others Who Looks Down On You Now?
I Was So Stupid,
Who Was Trying To Help Him By Hiding His Bad Image Under Mine!
I'm So Stupid.

I Thought He meant It When He Asked About My Love.
I Thought He Really Wanted To Give This Relationship A Try.
I Thought He Have Special Feelings For Me..
I Thought, I Wonder And I Hope Too Much From Him
And Now, I Realized I'm Stupid.

I Was Deeply In Love With Him,
And I Still Do Love Him I Guess.
I Care ABout Him Too Much,
Was Blind-Folded By The Words He kept Saying To Me.
I Never Ask That Much From Him,
I'm Sure I'm Demanding Nothing, I Guess I'm not.
But Now, I Just Understood It All, I'm So Stupid.

He played With Me And My Feelings
He Broke My Heart Into Pieces.
He Didnt Appreciate The Friendship I Offer.
He Didn't Keep The Words He Said.
He Ignored This True Love I Gave,
I Guess....
He was Just Using Me For Something I'm not Sure What,
But I just know, I'm So Stupid!
To Still Keep On Loving The One,
Who Used To Brighten My Days
With His Smiles, Jokes, Stupid Attitudes And Words That Kept Me Stronger Before.

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