My family

How could my familie leve me like this?
The fewe good memories i really miss
Why should i go through this hell alone?
a pain like this could break every bone
I dont ask for much i just want them to care
But they don't
and thats my biggest fear
i hope i find the one who can save me one day
but in this darkness its hard to say
All the bad things are haunting me like a ghost
its the things you said mom that hurts me the most
Now its just me and my brother
cause mama has given up
its all over now
but the pain wount stop
so i learned now, that family just aint real
im afraid to get hurt again and thats how i feel