I fear love,
because I dread heartbreak.
I fear him,
because I know, me he won't take.
Love is a thirst I can't satisfy
and no one will do it for me.
With my stare I petrify,
anyone that comes near me.
For fear of crying,
feeling my heart dying.
I love in secret
as I suffer alone.
To my heart I say "Retreat"
but my control over it is gone.
It screams for me to try,
but I don't want to cry.
Love makes you cry,
makes you want to die.
Puts you at the center of the world,
but then it breaks your world in half.
Love to me is unfair,
but I wait for the day.. it will be fair.
As I suffer alone and in silence
I say goodbye to Love and hello to my silence.
