Alone in my head

Loneliness and Depression is all that i feel,
Crying before bed,
The pain is certainly real.

Hurt and anger build up inside,
I'm about to explode,
I got nowhere to hide.

I put on a front every single day,
I get up in the morning,
and wipe my tears aways.

No one knows that lately I've been down,
Although i do always smile,
I never ever frown.

If people see I'm hurting they will think I'm weak,
I don't want them to know,
Its not attention that i seek.

What am i saying no-one even cares,
I come as one,
others come in pairs.

Everyone else seems to have friends,
i will always be alone,
even when my life ends.