The curse of being alone

This sadness overwhelms my heart
But then anger fills my mind
Raging emotions are about to start
as I leave my sanity behind.

I have lost it all
my heart, my soul
as I start to fall
I've lost control.

Everything spins
Laughter heard
Loneliness wins
Hapiness blurred.

This is what happens
when love is absent
my soul an empty garden
To face the final judgement
is the curse of being alone.