My Life

My life life ended when you walked out that door.
My whole life shattered into a million pieces.
I regret all of the stuff that I didn't do,
and I did.
I couldn't hold all the pain and grief it caused me.
So I drank drink after drink!
I was so drunk,
but I still couldn't forget the pain.
That you had caused me to have.
So as I'm here writing this.
I'm thinking...
What left of my life?
Nothing!
I have no reason to live anymore.
You was my reason to live,
but you left me.
So now I have none.
Why me?
I think...
but I can't.
As I write this note is says:
Mom and Dad,
I love you both! but I can't live!! I have nothing to live for. Everything is gone! It went away! It was hard! I tried and tried to get away from the pain! but it just won't go away! and it's killing me slowly, and I can't bear that no more! On my grave put daddy's lil' girl! It's time for me to go! I love you both.
amber
I put it were they will find it,
and now I got get daddy's gun.
Now I'm laying on my bed,
and the gun pointing to my head.
As i slowly pull the trigger
I say Good-bye I will see you all again!
As I lay here.
My own blood surrounding me.
My memory flashes back to when I first met you,
and everything else!
My 16th birthday with all of my friends,
and everything I've done!
I'm dead!
My lifeless body just lays there.
Next to the letter,
and the last poem i will ever write.
Which is this one!
I love you all!
I hope you guys miss me when I'm gone.
I;m going to go to a better place far beyond the sky!
Good-bye to all!