Goodbye

Today shall be the day
that i shall leave this mortal place
and start my immortal life
i have been loathing myself for so long i no longer know who i am
i want to die, i want to leave this earth
what did i have to do to feel like this?
i seem to be a freak on a leash
the only release is in your hands
i am afraid to go grab it
cuts on the wrists of the dead
soon i shall be.
with a knife?
with a gun?
with a noose?
i am still contemplating
but hey, what do i have to lose?
so GOODBYE!

GOODBYE TO THIS WORLD!
GOODBYE TO THIS LIFE!
GOODBYE TO ALL!