Why I Hate You, Eternally.

Why do you make it so hard?
Why is everything,
A fight with you?
Why do I try,
To show my point,
When,
In the end-
I'm left bleeding, black and blue?
Get stoned.
Because everyone knows,
You're so much more pleasant when you do,
When you're a wasted, baked human shell.
Life doesn't suck,
There is no more hell.
Mock my friends,
My love,
My life....
Just because yours does not suffice.
You lost your wife,
And now I'm the maid?
I pay for your gasoline,
While go go out and get laid?
SO FCUKING SICK OF THIS GAME.
All I ever wanted,
Was acceptance-
You never gave it to me,
You humiliated me,
For all the world to see,
It makes you so happy-
To sit back, and watch me bleed.
My will is gone, there is no more fight.
This isn't right.
I know I won't sleep tonight.