My heart wonder

Sometime I wonder
while my heart ponder
is my feeling for you true
that this time, I really did fall for u?

or is it that..I only care for you
in a friendship way..
or did I really fell in love with you
and want you to stay?

I had you once
I did not appreciated
what you really did
and all that you had dedicated

Yet when we were together
I did so many wrongs
you were willing to forgive
for a love that did not last long

I miss the time when you were there
always here and always care
Even though there was bad time
still there's happiness that we share

Now every time I wonder
while my heart ponder
did I regret for leaving you
for a love that could had been true?