I can't Believe

I can't believe you left again not even saying goodbye.
Hiding your life and your secrets deep within you.
I can't see why you would want to leave.
Did I do something to hurt you? Did you always blame me?

I tried mom I really did.
I just needed you there with me.
I can't breath right I feel as if I’ve lost everything.
Please mom tell me your sorry
Tell me you'd come back for me
I have lost so much but gained so little.
I want to be that little child again
when you would always hold me.
You told me you loved me mom
so why did you hurt me.

I never wanted this
I never made you feel any kind of pain
that you have put on me.
I've been so strong
I gave you the chance to call me
I never gave up on you at all.
I can't hold on anymore I've lost you
now I will have to try and forget you.