My World Fall's apart

MY WORLD FALLS APART WITH NO WARNING
NO SIGNS JUST HITS THE GROUND HARD
I THINK I'VE LOST CONTROL,
I LET PEOPLE PUSH AND KICK ME AND WATCH ME AS I FALL TO THE GROUND IN PAIN
I WATCHED AS MY TEARS FALL FROM MY EYES ONLY TO BE SUNKEN INTO THE GROUND AND FORGOTTEN.
I NEVER THOUGHT HOW ONE WORD COULD DESTROY SOMETHING THAT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE SO STRONG
BUT AFTER ALL THE YEARS OF WEAR AND TARE
I GUESS IT WAS JUST TO WEAK JUST LIKE ME.
I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE HERE IN A ROOM LONGING FOR SOMEONE TO HOLD ME
MAYBE KEEPING IT IN WAS A LOT EASIER ON ME
I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO FEEL AND UNDERSTAND MY PAIN
BUT NO ONE TAKES THE TIME TO LOOK AT ME
BECAUSE ALL I GET IS STARES
I GUESS THERE AFRAID OF WHAT THEY WILL FIND.
HOW PEOPLE JUST LOOK AT ME AND NO ONE WILL HELP
I NEED TO BE STRONG BUT HOW CAN I BE
WHEN EVERY TIME I GET FAR SOMETHING OR SOMEONE’S ALWAYS MAKING ME FALL APART
AND I HAVE TO START OVER AGAIN AND THEN I LOSE A LOT OF HOPE.
I FALL HARD SOMETIMES I EVEN TRY TO GIVE UP
BUT THE THOUGHT OF JUST THROWING EVERYTHING AWAY IS A MIND BLOWER.
I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP
I DON'T WANT TO GIVE IN
BUT IT JUST KEEPS PUSHING ME DOWN
THEY JUST KEEP PUSHING ME DOWN AND I JUST KEEP GIVING IN.
MY WORLD KEEPS CRUMBING APART
THERE'S NO KIND OF REMORSE ON WHAT IT HAS DONE TO ME.
SO ALL I CAN DO IS WAIT FOR ALL OF IT TO FALL APART
WAIT FOR IT ALL TO END
OR WAIT FOR IT TO END ME.