I looked for help and help I found.
The help I received helped me live one more round.
Now I'm back where I started, where it all began.
I don't know if I can take it all again.
If I beat this depression, they say happiness I'll find.
Looking into my future I say they must be blind.
For God has a different plan for me.
A life full of sadness and misery.
I had my chance at happiness and I let it go.
Whether he was the one or not, I guess I'll never know.
Maybe I should seek help again and maybe help I'll find.
Maybe the help I receive this time, will give me a new frame of mind.
