IN THIS PLACE IN MY HEAD I CAN NEVA FORGET

Dis is deep..........
so deep Ive plummeted in to an endless chasm of remembrance and memory falling in forts of you swirling in side my head like a tornado that has ripped away my nervous system....
all is dead all is carm on the surface but deep is were the pain lies Neva endingly unseen.......
emotionless soul less i left all of that with you in are place we once enjoyed youth......but now all is torn my existence and all those around me for what affects me i will affect them a never ending saga of tragedy and and sorrow
but still i remember and long for the days wen are 2 ill fated paths will meet again......we met in violent circumstances and parted in a heartbroken one for if the almighty hand of god had not of struck me when i came to your aid.................................................then i would be here now the present but eternally stuck in the past of more joyful times with you.......but till i am no more but a sound you hear in the wind or a feeling of hope wen all else fails...........i will remember you for i no not how to forget ......a gift to sum but a curse to me.......